Expectation

once u expect smth,
den you make urself get into a troop
as if the things do not get or achieve wat u expect
den u wil extremely down n unhappy..
so trying to pursuade myself never never expect..
what u wan juz tell out
juz show out
so he\she know it
den u will not feel disappointed..
yes.. u might think tat if like tat den seems he\she not so well understand u.
but u must always remember tat they will not know what u r thinking
as they r not the worm in ur body..
sometimes express out
is gud for both party
he\she know what u wan, den will try to do wat u wan
n it achieve ur expectation..
den u will not feel sad..

in a relationship..
if it can maintain like just started
it will be perfect..
as times gone..
everything it will become a habit
a habit to hold hand..
a habit to eat together
a habit to sms, chatting..
everythin is a habit to do
yes..
u 2 is stil love each other..
but it just not like b4..
d feeling..
so when i see the pair old ppl
who they can stil hold hand n so sweet walking in the street
i feel so gud..
love should not be a habit..

New Life

It has been a long time i din update my blog..
It happened too many things
that i wish to take it down here...
but im too BUSY
if now i wan one by one to write down here..
i dun tink i can remember it all..
hee

I took MICPA Programme
bonded with Deloitte for internship n 4 years permanent work
Can be said is good to me as i no nid worry my career plan after tis
n Deloitte is Big 4 firm.. i hope i can be better after tis..
But bond for 4 years is really a long time n
start from this week i have to attend class oredi.
"Cham".....
Monday to Thursday class n giving tuition
Thanks God i stil hav Friday is free for assignment discussion, tutorial n part time work..
Saturday n Sunday i have MICPA class pulak...
Down...
Wat a hectic life i have now..
 I have taught tat want to gv up some time
But i know i cant, i cant regret what i hav chosen
So gambateh ba..!!!
 Life will be easy after all this hardwork..
Believe it..

I have moved outside..
staying at SS2
near dear house
so v can hav more time together
since im so busy oredi..
Staying with Dorcas, Siang Wei n Yin Yee
my new rommate..
Found smth tat not so gud related to Yin Yee
Haiz.. hope we all can be tolerate until it end..
Popi Popi.. ^^

The 2 months break b4 tis sem start..
i spend a little time with dear to Krabi
A very relaxing place..
Enjoy the first trip v go
n waiting the second... third.. fourth... uncountable trip...
Spend the rest doing my "fake" internship at Saving Expert
Really learn a lot of things there..
make me gaining more experience
doing research, writing skills... calling skills..
n having fun with my boss Hann, a permanent colleague Balkish, another intern Eugene and
part time accountant Ivy.. wee^^

Tis year my birthday celebration is d most special one
Sin Yee, Pei Nee, Mei Sze
they all come kl purposely to celebrate with me
n come around here to play.
after 3 years v meet up
Jenny n Kelly n Jessie n Dear
they all celebrate with me
make a steamboat..
Really very happy..
Really thank you so..ooo.. much
Love u all..Appreciate it..!!

What i done B4 tis can shown by this photos:

cant tahan de happiness

haha..
i cant tahan oredi
it hold me for a day
i cant express out at facebook
so now onli realize i can express here.
im sooooo happy..
my frend is married
received her call tis morning
is like happy than i marry
haha
although i tink tis a little bit ke xi
for them to marry at so young age..
but i know my frend's wish is to marry her man
have a baby
in a happiness family
so i sure wil support fully
i wil be there for ur big day
yeah!!!
veli veli happy..
hahahaha...

Krabi, Thailand

I'm back after 3 days 2 nights trip
at Krabi, Thailand
It a small island
ntg much activities can do
but very relaxing place..
Is also a first trip with my dear...

First day (21st June)
We reached Krabi International Airport at 2pm
(Thailand is one hour earlier compared to Malaysia)
we take shuttle bus to our hotel
as is onli cost us 150 baht per person..
the journey is quite far

This is our hotel-Baan Purr

 veli clean n nice room.. d person in charge veli friendly too..
rm75 per night over here for standard terrace with view room
after v settle the things
we walk out along the street until the end to Aonang Beach
along the street we can see many restaurant n bar, tourist information centre,
7-eleven n massage service.
d special one i tink is d 7-eleven because of many variety products they sell
compared with here..
n u can find out Mc Donald, Burger King, Starbuck n Haagen Dazs over here too..
n d things over here is not expensive, if roadside stall is very cheap, if restaurant is reasonable price.

We walk along the Aonang Beach seaside,
play water n waiting the sun set..
can see many foreigners here..
doing their sun bath with their bikini..

i found tis veli special.. the beach side up there on the top of the sand is a layer of the shell.. so u actually walking on the shell..

Dinner time
We had at Thailandia2 Restaurant
cost us rm72
thailand fragrance white rice, tom yam gong, grilled squids n sweet n sour chicken
drinks-melon shake n kiwi rainbow..
yummy!!

Second day (22nd June)
Phi Phi Island trip
We bought a package at the tourist info center outside our hotel
d man is so kind n gv us discount price RM100 per person for d trip
is included lunch buffer n snorkeling mask..
n recommended to take speedboat (faster, around 30minutes can reach there)
We go few island - Bamboo island
our first stop, swimming here

then is the phi phi lay
we see d view here, as we cant get down

 Tour guide said here got many bird nest..

tis is d phi phi lay.. is a veli beautiful scenery n d water is damn clear..
next stop is d maya bay where we just walk around n take photo
tis is d place where "The Beach"  movie is shooting on..

after tat we go to c monkeys, tourists are throwing banana to them..
n one of the small monkeys fall down into the sea.. veli cute..

after tat we at phi phi don
having our lunch buffet n relax..

 spicy n sour soup with squids, delicious..

 phi phi don seaside..

d last stop is open sea snorkeling at 2 places
as we wear spec
they do not have power mask for us.
so v din get our snorkeling mask
he dunno how to swim
feel scare in the open sea
so we din get down in d first place
but d second place i lead him down
haha.. as we don't have mask so we cant see through the things under d sea
but d water is clear enough to look for d fish..

they found out d starfish n sea urchin. d starfish is hard like a rock..haha
after tat we went bk to Aonang Beach..
rest one hour
we go to Krabi Town night market...
if u go by tuk tuk or van wil cost u 500 baht
or else go by shuttle bus, cost u 120 baht per way
d man of d tourist info center very nice
he took us go by his car, we pay him 300 baht both way for 2 person
30 minutes journey to there
d night market is not so big like Malaysia
many foods n snacks n souvenir..
we had our dinner there.. n bought our t-shirt n souvenir for our friends

 a refreshing orange juice just cost 20 baht for such a big cup..^^

 souvenir for friends n family..

t-shirt n key chain for us..


Third day (23rd June)
is the day we say goodbye
lunch- mc donald samurai pork burger
heading to airport by shuttle van
cost: 150baht per person..
we get a post card free from the man(tourist info center) 
such a nice n friendly man..

stay tune for d taiwan trip next year!!! ^^

consol paper

first time in the exam week
i sleep at 4am 2day
bcos of the corporate accounting paper
later exam in 3pm
it really killing me
yet im doin excitedly
until didn't realize the time is passed
first time ever i can stay overnight until so late
so tis paper can be said is very attractive
even another killer paper also dun have tis attraction
haha
im really hope that i really well prepared
n d question came out later
pls don't disappointed me..
Pls....

love ur life..

曾经的我觉得生命是非常脆弱的
因为人们一经不起打击就会了断自己的生命
又或者看到太多身边的人
好好的，突然生了一场大病
就去世了
就好象公公这样
好好的一个人
尽然得了肺癌
到化疗的最后一段
他放弃了自己的生命
不再奋斗
我曾经很生气他为什么不继续努力
我曾经恨过天为什么这么残忍
把他带走了
但到最后我知道在这个化疗过程中
是非常辛苦的
加上年纪不轻
再这样下去也只是折磨自己
我尊重他的选择
生离死别是人的一个循环
只是公公的早了一些

知道生命如此脆弱，
使我更加爱惜生命。

看了LoveLife 的 video
三位热血青年
患上了骨癌
他们清楚知道接下来的路不好走
也可能会面对死亡的一天
但他们没有放弃
勇敢克服每一次的手术
甚至到要把腿给切割
他们热爱生命
不会因为这样而在怨天怨地
反而利用他们有限的时间
做他们想做的东西
love life 还让他们可以贡献于社会
提醒人们不要这么容易放弃自己的生命
跑去自杀，伤害自己
如果有一天你也像他们这样
才知道生命的可贵
那是太迟了
“我想要继续生存下去，你愿意跟我交换生命吗？”

世上还有很多的事让你去探索，
还有很多事情你可以做的
不要毁了天给予我们的机会
请尊重生命
请爱惜它。。
love life....

food make my day

Being torture by food is this few days
as i juz eat bread, maggi mee, biscuit, milo, coffee and sahor
for my exam week..
finally 2day i eat so full eat so satisfy
had yao zha gui, laksa, clay pot chicken rice,
hoi dei ye desert and chatime brown rice pearl milk tea
although it not so delicious
but i never have so full b4
so satisfy
kick off my stress on next week exam 2day!!
thanks to my dear for bring me those food.. <3
Now, i have so much energy to continue d war.
Gambateh!!
^^