ended

Four days working finally ended..
first time doing promoter for antivirus
first time working based on commission
it really hard for me-a IT foolish
and the target sales really stressed me
even i can no nid care about the sales
juz earn my basic salary
but there is still a responsibilty for me
my supervisor quite gud
so make me more sorry to her..
first day i get 3
second day i get 2
third day i get 6
fourth day i get 1
antivirus really hard to sell at digital mall than i thought
the tiredness and the sales burden
finally can put down oredi
really feel relief..
however i still have to burn my midnight oil for my studies..
next week havin test, tutorial, presentation and assignment
i tink im gonna crazy
beeing skip so many classes
i hope i really can cover it
really hav to put effort on it
play less, work more

yesterday lunch time
go food court eat vege rice
as there is not much shop open
d vege aunty veli friendly
i sit n eat with her
she told me d latest news about Bangkok flood
and they are almost without food supply
she appreciate where we have been and we are eating now
i ask her: is that will feel tired when u decided to eat vege?
she ans me no, she feel relief, her stomach feel relief
RELAX..
somethings u might see it simple
actually there is a great effort to do it.
u might think that to keep maintain every meal is vege is simple
but when u facing d pork, chicken, fish and prawn
u wil very struggle
just like me
2day is chu yi
lunch i eat vege
but dinner bk to aunty house
facing those delicious food
i really put up white flag..

enjoy the time with my japan aunty n uncle juz now
talk some simple japanese with her
n thank you so much for the seaweed and d souvenirs for me..^^

at last bk to college
facebooking, finding some1 for work
saw kelly yin yee n jenny them support me
my tears flowing out like pipe
sometimes when a people so tired
she nid to cry out
to let herself feel better
appreciate u all with me
courage is really stronger than steel-REAL STEEL
be courage everyone
2morow will be a better day for me
jia you..

失措

今天，
是带着开心的心情
去做工
RM150 一天的薪水
实在是我有史以来最高薪水的一份工厄。。
以为做四天就可以足够还我车钱
工作轻松，简单，没压力

但不久，
黑云来了
只做了两个钟的工
大部分的时间都在等待
只因为没有化妆
被client 嫌弃了
所以不要以为高薪水的工这么容易赚
就酱被取消资格不能做下去
RM600 飞掉了
幸好PIC还有给我们一天的薪水

两个钟的工
就可以拿到RM150了
不懂应该好气还是开心
但切浪费一天的精神在等
到最后还可以看到谢天华。。
作为今天的happy ending..

所以
之后
我要学化妆了！！

Next target

After see a Samsung Galaxy Tab at Digital Mall
when accompany Kelli to survey her handphone
i play around it with the display model at the shop
i tink im interested on it le..
actually last time i oredi tink tat want to buy a tab
like ipad which it can easier for me to surf internet
and do my things
but my plan have to be cancel when
my mum plan to buy a car for me
and i have to responsible on the hire purchase loan
but im still glad tat they give me so a big present on my 21st birthday
appreciated and love u 2..^^
and now i oredi bought my camera as i wish..
so my next target wil be tis Samsung Tab
dun know when i only can hav it..
hav to gambateh work n save money le..
i tink with a new target
i can cope with those tiredness and the thought of give up
wee ><

感情

朋友与朋友之间的感情
真的能超越界线吗？
爱情的来临好想真的可以使你盲目
但现实社会
什么是可能什么是不可能
难道我们不可分辨吗？
还是自己把事实掩盖了？
有很多东西明明就可以掌控在自己手中
你只是在欺骗与麻醉自己罢了。。

有些人在感情里
非常自私
以为付出的要以回报对等
做一个决定时
没有想过旁边的人
就只冲着自己的念头而去
到最后后果一发不能收拾

感情里
没有一定的绝对
也没有完全错的一方
在你骂别人时
是否也想过自己是否有资格这样做呢？

一个决定
把整件事搞得一塌糊涂
自己受罪
你在意的人受苦
无辜受牵连的人跟你们一起受苦

别以为自己的感情很伟大
那只是很恐怖吧了。。

在你以为有结果的同时
又懂不懂对方是否和你一样的想法呢？
你又有没有想过你在一个不适合的当下
这样做呢？

爱一个人
其实可以很简单
不一定拥有
幸福快乐就可以了。。